When times get tough,
And things seem rough,
When wanting to smile seems like a task,
Your true feelings lie behind a mask,
Imaginging building things all along
Reaching new highs even with all thats wrong,
Realigning your thoughts cos those were but imaginations,
Maligning all hopes, playing with your determinations
Tyin' the strings together,
Gluin' the broken pieces (forever?)
Being driven in reverse gear,
Taking the back seat cos you fear!
Standing tall, making your conscience clear,
Life does not all of a sudden seem very dear!
every call being unanswered,
With Every fall being encountered,
Deterred to stand up, only to be pushed back not having a chance to land up.....
It all seems to be a cruel joke,
When in your face destiny pokes,
Your overflowing tears make you choke
When no one is around to give you a nice lil stoke 'it'll be alright' wanting to hear,
It all looks unbright even though the tunnel is near!
It does not get better even with rose tinted glasses,
Afterall life's a race that you need to sprint!
Win or lose, its all pre-written,
The bad times come hard hittin,
But its only one life you live,
What have you got to give?
Grow a flower, stand under the shower, watch the birds fly with your grand mother, they never said life was going to be a fair deal,
In the end that's what's real....
This poem may seem left incomplete, but the ending is left for you to imagine what you understand from this and make your own art with your imagination.
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Friday, September 13, 2013
People Always Leave......
No matter how many promises one makes of staying with you
forever, they leave. People move, go on to do great things, achieve great
things wishing they were beside you when they achieved those, but they don’t’
come back.
We all belong here to complete the tasks we were sent here
to do and in this infinity meet people along the way- their purpose in itself
is to act as catalysts, some who help us in finishing those tasks, some who
stops us from achieving the tasks and some who we can share the journey with
before reaching the destination. But in the end they all leave, even though we
wish that the relationships we form along the way could be infinite, there’s always
space for someone else, and people always leave.
Sometimes filling the empty void becomes easy while most
times it remains what it is an empty void- a deep dark empty tunnel winding
down in our hearts, the keys to which rust as time passes by and even though
the tunnel remains vacant enough for someone else we seldom make efforts to let
“others” in, hoping those who left will come back one day and the empty dark
tunnel will be lit up, but hey people never return.
They never will, once
you leave there’s no looking back,
there’s no waiting around, the earth revolves and the sun and the moon shine
bright, giving each day a tiny glimmer of hope that tomorrow will be better and
they will stay with us, but people
always leave.
When times get tough and we look to our side waiting for
that hand to hold us while we’re vulnerable only to realise that the promise
made to be in each others’ forever was well just a few spoken words cause that
person left never to hold us again, though they always will in spirit.
So what’s the one thing you would do or say to the one
leavin? Goodbyes the worst thing we go through no matter how strong we know we
are, and no matter how much we would like to stay we all eventually need to
leave.
“So as I see you walk away
there’s only one final thing I’d like to say….
there’s only one final thing I’d like to say….
“stay”, stay we will run away,
stay we will fool destiny away,
stay we have unfinished conversations,
stay cos’ I long for affiliation,
All I ask for is you to stay!”
stay we will fool destiny away,
stay we have unfinished conversations,
stay cos’ I long for affiliation,
All I ask for is you to stay!”
People are always
meant to leave.....
PS- Dedicated to all my friends, who I am leaving behing, I will miss you.
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Cry Me a River
Of all the things we are made of,
of all the things we want to be…
of all the things we want to be…
Don’t cry,
cause you didn’t make it,
and even with your head held high you couldn’t take it.
cause you didn’t make it,
and even with your head held high you couldn’t take it.
Don’t cry,
cause you were the last one who knew,
and it made you feel like a chance you blew.
cause you were the last one who knew,
and it made you feel like a chance you blew.
Don’t cry,
cause you were not strong enough, not capable enough,
and you were not the chosen one.
cause you were not strong enough, not capable enough,
and you were not the chosen one.
Don’t cry,
cause the audience left before the curtains could be drawn,
remember there is always an early dawn.
cause the audience left before the curtains could be drawn,
remember there is always an early dawn.
Don’t cry,
cause you couldn’t get up, couldn’t fight for what was yours
many a great people became men with battles lost.
cause you couldn’t get up, couldn’t fight for what was yours
many a great people became men with battles lost.
Cry,
cause you are too strong to hold it back in,
cause sometimes speaking your mind seems way too harsh,
cause you are too strong to hold it back in,
cause sometimes speaking your mind seems way too harsh,
Cry,
cause you found a shoulder and now you can cry some more and open up,
cause it’s a part of the struggle, a part of life,
cause it’s the greatest leveller of all humankind.
cause it’s a part of the struggle, a part of life,
cause it’s the greatest leveller of all humankind.
Cry,
cause that was the first thing you ever learned and entered the world doing,
cause the mighty skies also growl.
cause that was the first thing you ever learned and entered the world doing,
cause the mighty skies also growl.
Cry,
cause you have made it big, cause you have fulfilled your dreams,
and cry some more when you have found someone to live it with….
cause you have made it big, cause you have fulfilled your dreams,
and cry some more when you have found someone to live it with….
Cry,
cause you will get a better perspective in life after the tears have worked their magic,
cause your heart will be light after the emotions lose all the tragic…
cause you will get a better perspective in life after the tears have worked their magic,
cause your heart will be light after the emotions lose all the tragic…
Thursday, July 4, 2013
When you’re down!
When the world around you seems merry
when everything you want, seems to be on an uphill clearly
when everything you want, seems to be on an uphill clearly
When you’re down, nothing seems to work out,
when the end of the tunnel seems too far along,
when the end of the tunnel seems too far along,
When the cross roads lead you to one dead end,
when the keys seem to only lock the door and when rains don’t stop to pour,
when the keys seem to only lock the door and when rains don’t stop to pour,
The clock winds without repair, and the world goes round
without a care,
when happiness you’re unable to trace, life only seems to be of despair!
when happiness you’re unable to trace, life only seems to be of despair!
When the slightest fall looks like a big push,
and nothing seems to work for the good,
and nothing seems to work for the good,
When you’re down and the miles seem to grow,
when you’re burned out and the solution seems to be the problem,
when you’re burned out and the solution seems to be the problem,
With every stair that you climb and no floor insight,
with every page you turn the story seldom unfurls!
with every page you turn the story seldom unfurls!
When you’re down and out and believe is something you’d
rather not,
a glimmer of hope that once tinkered now completely lost in its direction towards you,
a glimmer of hope that once tinkered now completely lost in its direction towards you,
when the music fades into noise and when things don’t seem to look up,
“this too shall pass” is what they say, but they fail to wear your shoes and with each passing moment hope you lose!
“this too shall pass” is what they say, but they fail to wear your shoes and with each passing moment hope you lose!
And when the dawn breaks and with it new hope awakes is when
you’re up and about and the adventure begins again!
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Stay?
A deep sense of regret
the feeling I would never forget
the feeling I would never forget
In the times spent
and the times wanting to spend
and the times wanting to spend
the dark alleys of emotion light up
as I prepare my heart with caution
as I prepare my heart with caution
the spark that tinkers in the depth of the heart
the rush of emotions that erupts when we part
the rush of emotions that erupts when we part
the harsh realities that seem to overtake the saga of life
when in the end all we do is strive!
when in the end all we do is strive!
This day seems to be a cruel joke
for this is how a fair deal broke
for this is how a fair deal broke
As we took those steps together
destined we were to move away further
destined we were to move away further
Although life has handed us a fair deal
your time is all I would want to steal
your time is all I would want to steal
Tomorrow seems too far away
today counts as time wasted anyway
today counts as time wasted anyway
So as I see you walk away
there’s only one final thing I’d like to say….
there’s only one final thing I’d like to say….
“stay”, stay we will run away,
stay we will fool destiny away,
stay we have unfinished conversations,
stay cos’ I long for affiliation,
All I ask for is you to stay!
stay we will fool destiny away,
stay we have unfinished conversations,
stay cos’ I long for affiliation,
All I ask for is you to stay!
Thursday, May 23, 2013
The Winds of Bergen
A small town nestled in the hills of Bergen,
all curvy roads lead to the small lake in the heart of this paradise and it’s
here that love blossoms and grows into a beautiful flower with a long stem full
of thorns- a characteristic common in all love stories, each flower unique with
different fragrances that inspire other flowers and give motivation to blossom,
to stand the test of times and to kiss the sky.
These sun kissed flowers envelope the harshest terrains and add colours to your life, one such flower was sown by Eirik-his is a love story straight out of a Nicholas Sparks novel.
Eirik was 5 years old when his father who was in the air-force and was posted in this quaint little paradise, he had seen almost all of Norway, and each place would capture his heart with unique diversity but there was something about this town that was extra-ordinary and his life was about to change for better or for worse. Having all the privileges of a good life style, love , great environment , there was one thing that was lacking –other humans his age, friendship-something he didn't know existed, thanks to his homeschooling and his mother’s over protective nature that sometimes translated into over empowering, never really giving him a chance to explore the real world on his own terms but to believe everything she told him including what he saw on T.V to what he read in the news papers, his world was like that of Jim Carrey from the film ‘The Truman Show’, but it was only her love, the fact that she wanted him to enjoy only the good things in life and not be made fun of, due to the polio he suffered from, she was reluctant to put him in school due to the fact that a school is a place where young boys are always on the run pulling pranks, he wouldn't fit in, he will always be the last one and that would isolate him , he was a gifted boy, he used to practice music to keep himself busy and music’s what gave him inner peace but this was all about to change, magical things were going to happen.
He was in Bergen, where the clouds and the sun play hide and seek, the mist covers the beautiful greens dotted along the rockies that lead to the most peaceful waters, it is here that he would spend all his evenings taking inspiration from the surroundings and dedicating verses to his muse, one day he saw the reflection of what was possibly a girl as if extending a hand of friendship to him, the nearer he went the winds seem to have taken her away from him, not paying much attention he continued admiring the sun set and captured the vivid colours of twilight in his heart and with a deep breadth went back home. This became a routine until one day when he followed her shadow into the forest that led to a light house, a whole new world of amazement stood before him, there she was smiling, inviting him in, ‘I’m Aria’, not having dealt with people before he didn’t know how to react, so he went back hurriedly, pondered over it the whole night, went to his mother to seek advice but was put down and not allowed to go to the lake for a week.
But soon a week passed by, he was getting anxious and couldn’t wait to go to his favourite and the only place outside he was allowed, also hoping somewhere deep down ‘she’ will be waiting, he waited for quiet some time but no shadows, he decided to follow the path and go to the light house instead, he could see a dim light piercing through the small opening and falling on his feet, little beeds of sweat trickled down his face as he took the steps and he could hear slight sounds emitting from inside, and there he saw what he had never seen in 15 years of his life a group of girls and boys all his age, a dash of silence took over the tiny, now defunct light house and there was Aria with her friends who went to the same and the only school in the town and would come here often to practice for the inter- state school band event that would bring the winning school a cool 10K and scholarship to train in music, their only chance of making it big and going to Bergen to be stars, which they already were in their school but the town didn’t take them seriously if they knew they were practicing for this ‘western culture’ they would have to deal with serious consequences and so they went underground and would practice here, her friends were reluctant of him they didn’t get along well, dealing with so many people all at once was a big deal for him too, 6 months had passed since then they were all friends, along side was love brewing between Eirik and Aria call it teen-age hormones but it was a small bud blossoming into a big flower, it was only 1 week before the ultimate face-off but as destiny or the winds of this town would have it the lead singer fell ill, their only hope was Eirik, he’d join in the jam sessions since music was what gave him inner peace and decided to make him their lead, but it wasn’t as easy as replacing a cherry with a straw berry on a cake, they would have to deal with his mother, he would have to deal with people in general, the town’s wrath and the fear of them being right gave them the cold feet, but Aria went to her principal who was very supportive and the one to enrol them for the competition, but the 1st rule was that kids had to be of the same school, they had the biggest task before them to convince Eirik’s mother to enrol him in the school, the principal was willing to consider this special case knowing that he was a gifted boy, God knew no way to control her anger when she came to know what had been happening behind her back and confined Eirik to his room forever, she could not fathom sharing her boy’s love and attention with others, the town celebrated the school’s and the young ones loss and dashed all their dreams. During holidays , Eirik and his mother shifted to the neighbouring town , Aria meanwhile started preparing for her university entrances and applied to many foreign universities, they had kept in touch all this while via mail and exchanged love notes just like the olden days, she got her acceptance letter from London School of Arts and he was dealing with the loss of his mother, all alone out there not having an iota of knowledge he took to music and started teaching at the local primary school for a while.
It’s been four years, Aria is an Arts historian Major and Eirik is a music composer at the fim industry, they both decide to take this a step further, and decide to meet at the same place, he goes two days before her, and prepares a sumptuous meal, designs an itinerary for her, it’s a changed town now, with a cafe that holds concerts and amateur music events, the wind is still the same, this rose tinted town is now more of a fuscia coloured cultural hub, with neighbouring town people coming here to celebrate the music fest held every year on the 10th of Jan the very same day 6 years back where there would’ve been the ultimate face-off and the man behind this is none other than Aria’s principal who resisted the back lash of people and made this happen.
The day was here, he had asked her to meet him at the light house directly, the weather that day wasn’t good and people were asked to stay home fearing a cyclone and heavy showers , but he was way too eager to pop the question and couldn’t wait, he saw her coming near from the peep hole just as he was preparing to get down on his knees, one of the hinges of the tree house he’d built next to the light house where they’d have dinner later gave away and due to heavy rainfalls the previous night the soil was wet and she slipped and the pillar knocked her unconscious on the floor, he came running down she had a huge smile on her face happy to see him, and there she lay in his arms and her last words ‘few are lucky to go to heaven, I found mine in your arms I can peacefully go now, see you up there, I’ll be waiting and watching over you, see that shinning star? Well that’s me, won’t leave you that easily and I lov.....’ before she could complete the winds took her away, and this love story never really had a happily ever after, not many are lucky to have the one’s they love with all their heart by their side at all times, but the winds of Bergen still take Eirik back to that place, it’s been 40 years since that night, and Aria was and still is the only one for him and he keeps going back to that place every night, like they say some flowers never die.
Some love stories never have an ending and as the saying goes in this town Bergen happens to receive the most rains throughout the year because it’s these incomplete lovers who dance till it rains up there and the winds of Bergen have a magical aura and something one has to experience to feel it, certain things cannot be described due to the sheer magic that leaves you speechless.
This town has a magic pot filled with many such Eirik’s and Aria’s love that captures ones heart as soon as they enter the town, it’s small towns like these that have all the essence of love, magic, excitement and passion that the world only read in fairy tales.
These sun kissed flowers envelope the harshest terrains and add colours to your life, one such flower was sown by Eirik-his is a love story straight out of a Nicholas Sparks novel.
Eirik was 5 years old when his father who was in the air-force and was posted in this quaint little paradise, he had seen almost all of Norway, and each place would capture his heart with unique diversity but there was something about this town that was extra-ordinary and his life was about to change for better or for worse. Having all the privileges of a good life style, love , great environment , there was one thing that was lacking –other humans his age, friendship-something he didn't know existed, thanks to his homeschooling and his mother’s over protective nature that sometimes translated into over empowering, never really giving him a chance to explore the real world on his own terms but to believe everything she told him including what he saw on T.V to what he read in the news papers, his world was like that of Jim Carrey from the film ‘The Truman Show’, but it was only her love, the fact that she wanted him to enjoy only the good things in life and not be made fun of, due to the polio he suffered from, she was reluctant to put him in school due to the fact that a school is a place where young boys are always on the run pulling pranks, he wouldn't fit in, he will always be the last one and that would isolate him , he was a gifted boy, he used to practice music to keep himself busy and music’s what gave him inner peace but this was all about to change, magical things were going to happen.
He was in Bergen, where the clouds and the sun play hide and seek, the mist covers the beautiful greens dotted along the rockies that lead to the most peaceful waters, it is here that he would spend all his evenings taking inspiration from the surroundings and dedicating verses to his muse, one day he saw the reflection of what was possibly a girl as if extending a hand of friendship to him, the nearer he went the winds seem to have taken her away from him, not paying much attention he continued admiring the sun set and captured the vivid colours of twilight in his heart and with a deep breadth went back home. This became a routine until one day when he followed her shadow into the forest that led to a light house, a whole new world of amazement stood before him, there she was smiling, inviting him in, ‘I’m Aria’, not having dealt with people before he didn’t know how to react, so he went back hurriedly, pondered over it the whole night, went to his mother to seek advice but was put down and not allowed to go to the lake for a week.
But soon a week passed by, he was getting anxious and couldn’t wait to go to his favourite and the only place outside he was allowed, also hoping somewhere deep down ‘she’ will be waiting, he waited for quiet some time but no shadows, he decided to follow the path and go to the light house instead, he could see a dim light piercing through the small opening and falling on his feet, little beeds of sweat trickled down his face as he took the steps and he could hear slight sounds emitting from inside, and there he saw what he had never seen in 15 years of his life a group of girls and boys all his age, a dash of silence took over the tiny, now defunct light house and there was Aria with her friends who went to the same and the only school in the town and would come here often to practice for the inter- state school band event that would bring the winning school a cool 10K and scholarship to train in music, their only chance of making it big and going to Bergen to be stars, which they already were in their school but the town didn’t take them seriously if they knew they were practicing for this ‘western culture’ they would have to deal with serious consequences and so they went underground and would practice here, her friends were reluctant of him they didn’t get along well, dealing with so many people all at once was a big deal for him too, 6 months had passed since then they were all friends, along side was love brewing between Eirik and Aria call it teen-age hormones but it was a small bud blossoming into a big flower, it was only 1 week before the ultimate face-off but as destiny or the winds of this town would have it the lead singer fell ill, their only hope was Eirik, he’d join in the jam sessions since music was what gave him inner peace and decided to make him their lead, but it wasn’t as easy as replacing a cherry with a straw berry on a cake, they would have to deal with his mother, he would have to deal with people in general, the town’s wrath and the fear of them being right gave them the cold feet, but Aria went to her principal who was very supportive and the one to enrol them for the competition, but the 1st rule was that kids had to be of the same school, they had the biggest task before them to convince Eirik’s mother to enrol him in the school, the principal was willing to consider this special case knowing that he was a gifted boy, God knew no way to control her anger when she came to know what had been happening behind her back and confined Eirik to his room forever, she could not fathom sharing her boy’s love and attention with others, the town celebrated the school’s and the young ones loss and dashed all their dreams. During holidays , Eirik and his mother shifted to the neighbouring town , Aria meanwhile started preparing for her university entrances and applied to many foreign universities, they had kept in touch all this while via mail and exchanged love notes just like the olden days, she got her acceptance letter from London School of Arts and he was dealing with the loss of his mother, all alone out there not having an iota of knowledge he took to music and started teaching at the local primary school for a while.
It’s been four years, Aria is an Arts historian Major and Eirik is a music composer at the fim industry, they both decide to take this a step further, and decide to meet at the same place, he goes two days before her, and prepares a sumptuous meal, designs an itinerary for her, it’s a changed town now, with a cafe that holds concerts and amateur music events, the wind is still the same, this rose tinted town is now more of a fuscia coloured cultural hub, with neighbouring town people coming here to celebrate the music fest held every year on the 10th of Jan the very same day 6 years back where there would’ve been the ultimate face-off and the man behind this is none other than Aria’s principal who resisted the back lash of people and made this happen.
The day was here, he had asked her to meet him at the light house directly, the weather that day wasn’t good and people were asked to stay home fearing a cyclone and heavy showers , but he was way too eager to pop the question and couldn’t wait, he saw her coming near from the peep hole just as he was preparing to get down on his knees, one of the hinges of the tree house he’d built next to the light house where they’d have dinner later gave away and due to heavy rainfalls the previous night the soil was wet and she slipped and the pillar knocked her unconscious on the floor, he came running down she had a huge smile on her face happy to see him, and there she lay in his arms and her last words ‘few are lucky to go to heaven, I found mine in your arms I can peacefully go now, see you up there, I’ll be waiting and watching over you, see that shinning star? Well that’s me, won’t leave you that easily and I lov.....’ before she could complete the winds took her away, and this love story never really had a happily ever after, not many are lucky to have the one’s they love with all their heart by their side at all times, but the winds of Bergen still take Eirik back to that place, it’s been 40 years since that night, and Aria was and still is the only one for him and he keeps going back to that place every night, like they say some flowers never die.
Some love stories never have an ending and as the saying goes in this town Bergen happens to receive the most rains throughout the year because it’s these incomplete lovers who dance till it rains up there and the winds of Bergen have a magical aura and something one has to experience to feel it, certain things cannot be described due to the sheer magic that leaves you speechless.
This town has a magic pot filled with many such Eirik’s and Aria’s love that captures ones heart as soon as they enter the town, it’s small towns like these that have all the essence of love, magic, excitement and passion that the world only read in fairy tales.
Sunday, May 12, 2013
A letter from Life
Life as we know it, is the single most priceless gift anyone could receive or give. in life there comes a time when you question your very existence, what is the sole purpose of you being here?- the one question many a great saints have been seeking the answer to. While some go on to achieve nirvana others fall short of just one final piece of the puzzle. Of stardust and wanderlust, infinity and gravity, deepest oceans to highest peaks enlightened by the sun, illuminated by the moon forms your life. Your unique identity, it is what you make of it that takes you to that place you were longing to go to. It is in this race of going ahead with the past memories that we start disvaluing the present life itself . Your life is now, living in the past with thinking only of the future is the greatest sin in the highest courts of justice, serving sentence by not living your life is what eventually everyone ends up with. The glint in your eyes to the grin on your face, life has covered a vaSt distance of this geographical escapade. Away far away in the deepest of thoughts I ask, why won’t you let me serve you my master? Your wish, my command, make something happen, something worthwhile, something legends will talk about? Down in the alley of your mind you ask ‘life, what have you done to me? What have you come to? This hand was never served to me in the gamble of life when you chose the road always taken. Few lives go down the beaten road, to live with satisfaction till the gates of heaven embrace those lives. And yet we live the un-chosen lives, what others unwise have advised- ‘why take risk when you only have one life with so much to strive? Jive to the unknown risks, life is but a walk so brisk, up and above, down and below find your life’s calling for it is always waiting-no hold, no engaged- lo and behold it is here your life is while you went in search of it. It is the shadow that leaves you in the dark, it is life you hold on to for that little spark. Preaching about me to someone while breaching my trust, though the contract never stated any clauses on this, but impeachment you shall face. I gave you everything while asking for 1 thing “live me”, how far have you lived up to this while pursuing all vanity? If finding my purpose was that easy I probably wouldn’t have been such a mystery, having lived till 21st century who would tell these souls?-but I was always holding their hands. Being taken away from someone has never been joyous but it is only then that they remove the blindfolds and truly see my meaning. It is I who has been your constant love, your unsuspecting companion, that you never really valued, but we shall meet soon, probably for better or for worse, hoping you would know me, live me.
Signing off.
Your life.
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